there is no shame in want

i am struggling to pick up water colour but i still paint like i do with oil paints ... i should probably find a book to read mean while

insomewaysofar i want to have a lover, regular sex, kisses, hugs

some one enveloping my back and sharing my bed

and no, I don't want a person i cannot picture a person with abundant opportunities for getting jaded and cynical

let her be a dream and let her fade upon waking i dont want to know depth let it always have a gentle touch of forgetfulness